Its me again

I'm here again! Have anyone ever given up? Given up on the fight for a better thinner body, a better home life, a better marriage.....? I think I have and it makes me very sad! I dont know if I can get out of this "funk" this sad sinking feeling deep down inside of my soul! Is it worth the fight to get it all back or do I even want to? Sorry this is all I have the stomach to type.