Quiet Weekend

Hi..........hi..........it was a quiet weekend here at the house. My daughter went away for weekend and left old mom and dad alone but of course the dog was here. We really didn't do anything special, lazied around the house all day Saturday. We did book a gambling trip to Tunica, MS around Labor Day weekend. So far today we have done the usual washing and cleaning. I have been giving thought to buying an iPad2 for my enjoyment, since I am not allowed on the computer that much during the evening and weekends. Due to my past history that doesn't need to be spoken about.
Anyway, I have almost talked myself out of it actually. I think if I did buy it I would spend more time with it and not on the things I do need to spend time on..........that is ME. I am so attached to this touch that it has almost become a piece of me. Sad isn't it. But at times it does give a little joy and an escape from the real world and that is all I am looking for at times..............an escape!
The little lady across the street is selling some of her stuff this weekend in a garage sale of sorts. They are packing her things up as I sit here to probably move and sell the house her and her husband lived in for so long. Can you imagine the memories she must have and now leaving behind. All those memories now all boxed up and shipped, sold, moved .........vanished in a blink. Is that all life is, stuff that can be sold, boxed, moved? I ask you what in your life can no one take and put in a box. For me its my dreams and that at times is my life..........a very good life in deed.

I'm Here Again

Another week another failed attempt to lose weight. Perhaps this site should be more of a dedication to the issue of weight lose instead of heart disease. Although sometimes all of this goes hand in hand. It is all connected actually, reduce your weight and you reduce the risk of heart disease. Hey I might be onto something here. Another week of unmotivated to get up and do any exercise. WoW!! What loser I am and that might be the only thing I am good at being a loser of being a loser at life. I did have a good week at work, boss out of town and I really stayed busy. I love my job and the people I work with. I have so much to lose this weight for and this year and next year.
I sit here late on a Saturday night while my hubby is out and daughter in her room. I do have one stress reliever that is playing Words for Friends on my Ipod Touch. It really is a nice escape from reality, day to day and fills up my evening time. I guess that is all I have to say for now, I think I will go and have a glass of wine! Good night and happy reading!

It's Been a Long Time

Wow I can't believe its been 2 years since I have done anything on this blog. I guess with all the other media devices I use this just don't seem to come into play any more. I have missed you blog my heartfelt friend. I promise I will try to write something every week at least. What is going on in my life, my heart and my health. All those things are in the crapper right now. My job I am learning to love again, my heart well it is giving me some pain from time to time which leads me to the health. I can't seem to stop eating, don't know what is driving me to this way of living.

I think something I have a death wish against my own self. I am eating myself to death.